Alone

So I've been feeling down lately. Felt as if I'm not being involved enough into anything. Feeling quite alone. My second string broke on my guitar, and so then I won't be able to get my emotions out. Just felt I outta' be expressing my emotions somewhere, this be it. I really think I'm just thinking too much(as always). Uhhh.. I guess I will try and make this day better than they have been lately. Oh, I did have dinner with friends/family and I guess I am apart of a family more so than before. Just doesn't seem enough though. I want my music, I want to be surrounded by my music-- No one elses.